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I think we can choose who we want to love. That you don't just fall in love like in movies, but at some point you say this is someone I want to love and gradually you fall deeper into it and do the little and the big things for them. 

But I want one that's wild young passionate and free.

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The days have been passing really quickly it's actually pretty scary. Week 11 of school now aaaaaaand things are definitely piling up. Which gets me really excited really cos I can't wait to throw myself into all this work. But I'm having some serious issues focusing, especially with all the planning for exchange. It's more or less confirmed now and I'm glad I know at least some of the other 5 who are going + they all seem like pretty cool people so that's great. Sliiiightly worried about finding accommodation that's gonna suit everyone and planning trips that everyone will be okay with though. I can't even settle on a list of top 5 places to go to. It's more like top 20 for me. 

- Planning for my internship is also getting frustrating. There's always this thing about interning for a small company where I ^think I can learn quite a bit vs. interning for a big brand like Conrad. 

- The weather has been ridiculously hot so my eczema is going wiIiIiiIld. Please stop.

- Been to MBS twice in the past week with Irene to see iLight and War of the Roses. Walking through the hotel reaaallly makes me miss travelling and staying in a hotel. 

- Having new epiphanies everyday - like about how I feel about Europe/family/what went wrong/what I expect of myself/what I need to do

 

There are so many things to fix I don't even know where to start.