Clockwork

I have this all down, I think.

All this routine-y stuff

Setting 6 alarms the night before, waking up in the morning, tossing in my contacts/contact lens solution/glasses case or/and make up pouch into my bag, undoing the clasp and reaching into the front pocket of my bag for my ex-link card, tapping, then placing it right back, my fingers that pull out my tangled mess of earphones, plugs it in, and like clockwork, taps on the 'Music' app to play my playlist, then a hurried mess of fingers all over the keyboard as I reply my WhatsApps.

And it goes on. Day in and day out. And I have the same feelings each time, as I go through the motions.

I'm not quite sure what's happening, but I know I'm exhausted.